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Eleven thirty. Tessa lies with eyes closed
fighting a fever, mine open at my book wrestling 

with the Welsh priest-poet's images of God.
The little girl comes in, her pale face 

serious: "I want a cuddle"—she wriggles
down into the gap between us. "Did you have 

a bad dream?" "Yes." "What was it about?"
"I don't know." She lies there still, the warmth 

of our closeness all the comforting she needs.
And I don't know what it was about, 

the guilt, the bargaining, all that wasted time
spent second-guessing God: the Father loves us 

as I love Emma and Joel—not because
they're good or clever, but because they're mine.

the Welsh priest-poet R S Thomas.